Survive

She told me I was nothing and it hurt She used to make me happy and feel special with her words I tried to shed some light, on all the dark inside of her She used to be my everything and now I'm off the drugs I fell to the ground I'm smoking all the time Just tryna survive I might kill myself tonight I never fucking know When I'm gonna go 'Cause one day I am happy Next I'm strangled by the noose I fell to the ground Crying all the time Sadness in my sound I am always on the grind I'm always feeling low Stuck inside my mind I just wanna go But I never seem to die Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more I fell to the ground I'm smoking all the time Just tryna survive I might kill myself tonight I never fucking know When I'm gonna go 'Cause one day I am happy Next I'm strangled by the noose I fell to the ground Crying all the time Sadness in my sound I am always on the grind I'm always feeling low Stuck inside my mind I just wanna go But I never seem to die