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Still not quite convinced I really do exist I always start and end in the same spot Just when you might have thought I'm doing fine, I'm not I swear I just read the vibes right Clearly, you're not down with my enthusiastic bullshit When you're with your drug friends Watch me tone it down a notch I cut down on the talk And be right where you want me If I ever find myself I'd stay out of my motherfucking way Malleable and shapeless I sway the conversation Line by line, I turn it into math Never been good at that So I'll stick to a laugh Maybe try out a safe joke If I ever find myself I'd say If I ever find myself I'd say "I can smell your room strictly from your exhale" "You think you're so cool but leave out certain details" I feel my heart stop beating I'm done this time I mean it I know myself like no one else And I hate every second Just like Just like Just like paranoia but I'm always right