Monster

This frail skin and the trembling underneath it Floorboards crack and bend No longer holding up with each step So many skeletons hidden under my bed So many secrets, I can't remember where the truth begins This suffocating air I remain in constant disrepair Heavy are the chains but so impossible to see Every time the lights go out Every time I turn around You push me to the edge I'm the monster Gotta get away from you Maybe then I'll see the truth Should have seen it from the start You're the monster I couldn't believe you'd keep testing me Over and over You're wearing me thin I'm holding it in till it takes over You watch my every move You know what I'm gonna do Why can I only dream of times I was free? It lives inside of me All this weight, it is smothering So I let the darkness in I let the darkness in (You're the monster) Every time the lights go out Every time I turn around You push me to the edge I'm the monster Gotta get away from you Maybe then I'll see the truth Should have seen it from the start You're the monster Now you know my secret I hope that you can keep it Infractions now habitual Vices become rituals I need you gone What have I become? (Beckoning my soul) You destroyed everything (Beckoning my soul) Transforming man to beast Every time the lights go out Every time I turn around You push me to the edge I'm the monster Gotta get away from you Maybe then I'll see the truth Should have seen it from the start You're the monster You're the monster, you're the monster You're the monster, you're the monster