I Would Sit Alone in Silence

My mood is inconsistent and it changes with the weather. In the city of resistance, I haven't been feeling better about anything or anyone that I chose to believe in. And something tells me I won't find the one thing that I needed I'll pick myself up everyday. Won't let the world around me become a cage I can't escape. I keep in touch with my mistakes, But when they surround me it's another panic state And I never said a word about the way that I was feeling, 'Cause I trained myself to lie and tell myself that I am fine. Ever since I was a kid, I've always kept this pain inside. And I never had that person that made everything alright My mood is inconsistent and it changes with the weather. In the city of resistance, I haven't been feeling better about Anything or anyone that I chose to believe in. Something tells me I'm about to see the consequence of feeling If you ever tried to ask me what was going on inside, I would sit alone in silence while my thoughts eat me alive If I could just go back in time and stop myself, I'd stop myself from holding everything inside of my head. In my head lies the consequence of every feeling that I hide