Becoming

I stood in your doorway Wondering whether I should go in When I entered I felt a piece of me leave I gotta say You surprised me My mind doesn't know what to think But my heart feels something I can't quite explain But I'm tired of feeling alone And I'm tired of convincing you to stay Despite what my mind says I can't choose how I feel And the time has come let you go Everything in its right place I keep telling myself That I'm ready to face the world again And I should have known That this was a trap of my own And I'd rather be here alone Than lose myself Than lose myself again Everything in its right place I keep telling myself That I'm ready to face the world again As the woman I am becoming As the woman I've always been