Don't Mean I

It don't mean that I'm in love Cause I still wanna lay 'round with you all day I still wanna make sure that you're okay There's a lot of things runnin' through my mind that I don't say Don't Mean I It don't mean that I'm in love cause I'm in the love with the fact I found a co-pilot and I'm lovin' the map I just wanted a little, now there's some in my lap It's only in reality some couples detach But I'm fresh out the batch Your stud muffin exact I love rubbin' your back Don't mean I'm bluffin an act We start puffin' extract Come up with somethin' to laugh Then purposely get distracted no longer hugging the path In the right direction we get lost on the earth When the destination should be with our boss & at work She wanted to get comfortable, I tossed her shirt She promised not to fall in love this time the cross is preferred No I do not blame her for the drought in her trust Her ex cussin' her out, leaving her out in the dust She likes the touch of my hand Loves the sound of my voice How I get up and leave when I'm hanging out with the boys It don't mean that you're in love because you're lovin' the vibe girl Don't mean that I'm in love because you're more than my side girl Gotta lotta things that's on my mind I don't even say You say don't beat around the bush, but there's no bush in the way I have a problem from the past of pushing people away I get caught up on myself and all my evilish ways Just shriveled up in sin, I call it fetal decay But hey, needless to say, I found the needle in hay It don't mean that I'm in love Cause I still wanna lay 'round with you all day I still wanna make sure that you're okay There's a lot of things runnin' through my mind that I don't say Don't Mean I There's a battle in my mind that's full chaos like a riot When you look into my eyes you fail to find out why I'm quiet But you still attempt to try it Quick to figure out the mess I say I'm good but you don't buy it, finally find out I'm depressed Maybe that's the reason why I'm cautious & I'm distant Every time you send a text, I'm up & down like I'm a piston Quick to flip & pull the trigger, embarrassing myself Imma mess, I confess I'm not impressed with myself Time to face the facts, slowly climb out of this hole Fight the feelings in effect that have affect down in my soul I'm tired of excuses & comin' up with some reasons Why I'm down throughout the year, clearly in & out the seasons Take ms. Indecisive & Leviticuss the introvert Get a mood ring showing different colors like her disco shirt Depending on the color is how I chose to react She wanted to get closer but I chose to retract I'm finally fed up, no longer froze in the trap So I brought her roses & raps Carefully closing the gap Rolling up with a blunt Cause I know we chose to relax Making love in the front & throwing our clothes in the back When I'm buried to my nose like it's the soap in the bath I'm finding out who I am, by how I cope when I'm mad And When I fall apart feeling broken & sad Like when you took from my heart, like the dope took from your Dad It don't mean that I'm in love Cause I still wanna lay 'round with you all day I still wanna make sure that you're okay There's a lot of things runnin' through my mind that I don't say Don't Mean I