I fear I lost track of the time
I think I've been here for a while
I hear the whispers of the night
She's asking if I'll be alright
I wanna live a life where nothing hurts me anymore
I wanna feel the way I felt before
The flowers in the trees and the sweet colors of the leaves
Remind me how easy it used to be
I'll cut my hair and fall asleep
I'll build a shelter with my dreams
I wonder if they'll ever find me
I wonder if they'll ever see
I wanna live a life where nothing hurts me anymore
I wanna feel the way I felt before
The icy roads, the songs I wrote, the light inside my veins
Remind me how selfish I used to be
But in my mind it always turns out to be fine
Yet the truth is that we fuck it up every time
Sure I'll try to pick my head up off the floor
And next time I'll be careful of what I wish for
I wanna live a life where nothing hurts me anymore
I wanna feel the way I felt before
The running water slowly drawing seasons on my skin
Reminds me how naive I used to be
I wanna live a life where nothing scares me anymore
I wanna love the way I loved before
I'm not ready to let it go, I'll find my way back home
Nothing was ever set in stone
