Nightmare

Every day that I wake up I wake up in a nightmare Every day that I wake up I can never see quite clear When I look at my surroundings And everybody still doubts me I wanna live to hear a crowd sing All my lyrics so loudly I miss a time when we would all get together I guess it's fine but I really wish that we were better Real talk, sipping drinks without all the pressure Now everybody needs to think about posting, whatever When people ask how I'm doing, I've never been better That's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter How come we all continue forcing out all of this pressure I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures I need my space now so I can feel nothing I live this nightmare so I can be something (yeah) I do what I love and hope you will love me (yeah) I face this nightmare, no, I am not running (let's go) And I'm scared of being rich But I'm scared of being poor I'm scared of being lonely But I'm scared of being bored Sometimes I get really angry And I don't know why Sometimes I really do hate me Can't even pick my own side What is even going on? Why the hell do I even write songs? What the hell am I doing here man? I guess don't understand a thing, damn But maybe ignorance is bliss I'd rather lay in the abyss Then be aware of what I missed Especially if I quit They say that hell is your last day When you see what you could've became That day would drive me insane So I intend on staying my lane I picked a path and I picked the pain I want it bad, that won't ever change Sometimes I'm mad sometimes I'm ok I know I'll have what I want someday I need my space now so I can feel nothing I live this nightmare so I can be something (yeah) I do what I love and hope you will love me (yeah) I face this nightmare, no, I am not running (let's go) And it's hard to be ok When everything has changed Yeah, it's hard to be ok When I can see everything The best part of everyone's day Is on my iPhone on display No matter what I do can't get away This isn't healthy, I don't feel the same Yo, and destiny is a weird thing 'Cause it's easier to believe That everything is out of your hands It's part of a plan so there ain't no need to worry Don't let your vision be blurry Lock in to your journey And you can start real early You can be 13 or you could be 30 But it's your life to live So what you got to give You better get after it, don't you dare quit Don't you dare kid, you got dreams? Then you're like me So try like me, so fight like me Take a hold of your life and thrive like me So you can put the nightmares to sleep like me