I don't know my own name
The doctors tell me I'm insane
The only thing I remember are my family's cries of pain
When they realized how brain dead I am
Now I'm living in vain
I'm living in vain
This isn't the side of the dirt that I'm choosing
I'm fighting this battle but I can tell that I'm losing
They're telling me to keep my head up
But I'm not quite sure I see the point
As my condition worsens I find I'm not the person that I used to be
Keep me trapped in a hole
Til I die an old waste of space
I've lost my place
I'm nothing but a burden on everyone's back
If only I could've had a heart attack
This isn't the side of the dirt that I'm choosing
I'm fighting this battle but I can tell that I'm losing
They're telling me to keep my head up
But I'm not quite sure I see the point
As my condition worsens I find I'm not the person that I used to be
Used to be
Used to be
Used to be
Used to be
They're telling me to keep my head up
But I'm not quite sure I see the point
This isn't the side of the dirt that I'm choosing
I'm fighting this battle but I can tell that I'm losing
They're telling me to keep my head up
But I'm not quite sure I see the point
As my condition worsens I find I'm not the person that I
I can't wait to be gone
