Blackheartconfession

I hate it, I pretend I'm okay But really I hate the fucking sound of my fucking voice Ready to my slit my wrist I fucking hate myself For some reason I seem to hurt Everybody who come close to me Don't know what it is or why I feel this way And jealously got me wishing I was in a different position Worrying about everybody else When I Pretend I'm numb Damn my demons speaking to me Haunting me daily, pull the trigger I can't stand my reflection I'm afraid I might see the monster I'm a fucking hypocrite God will you accept me I'm sorry I'm polluted Don't believe you in your message Evil taking hold me I'm praying for forgiveness Like I found the answers to my problems in my idols music Fuck, i forgot people looking up to me Oh well this is just how I feel I'm sorry it may not make no sense Don't have conscious, a monster within Feeling it take a breathe again I swear I hate all my music Don't know what true feelings are I say this Forreal not as a joke Don't give a fuck about you niggas I fucking hate you all, I built a wall Trying to keep everybody out My personal But now my personal My aresenal Laughing just to hide the pain I'm a monster, rude mother fucker Burn in the hell, bitch I done that Your an ass hole, I know that Now me tell me something that I don't know I'm cocky,conceited whatever you fucking name it I drown myself under water daily Hoping cleanse my sins And all these friends of mine I promise I will murder you any day up on this track But I'm trying to be humble and let you niggas rap I'm the rap Diablo Nigga please do not test me My skill untouchable Rapping pentagrams round you niggas I admit I stand for nothing but my 16's Bitch I'm gifted 100 miles I feel drugs coursing through my veins Painful nights and memories I'm a fucking psychopath Don't give a fuck bout yo feelings Anxiety got me tripping Not feeling emotions So me and you cannot relate Driving full speed ahead don't give a fuck if I crash I hit the dash damn speaking to god Like Fuck the heavens I don't know what's wrong or right for me I'm doing this, all just for me Don't give a fuck if I eat so nobody talk to me Do this all by myself so can't nobody hold it against A bullet against me I carry the weight of the world Trying to find an escape route This shit more then basement music Slow it down and listen to me slowly You words could never Hurt me I'm tougher then spartans sparing Just to forget the days I'm Sippin Hennessy 90's where my fucking car keys This is just how I feel I just kill with this skill, damn What you gon do next Jameirkgolden they wanna know What you got do next Jameirkgolden they wanna know People Pretending to be my friends that shit crazy Nobody believed in the kid Now everybody screaming Can i get a feature Can i get a picture or your autograph Niggas don't give a fuck about me unless I benefit em Thank you rosé for giving me my opportunity to speak, uh I promise you won't regret it Aiming at the target I'ma hit it with deadly precision I'm coming for the crown January 16th a legend was born Super saiyan of legend I'm legend to be, you niggas can't keep up with me I'm balling on you niggas Not showing off all my assets Like Wizard kelly, bitch And all you haters on my dick like Limousin I made it to a magazine now Throwing a fucking scene Like Andrew going bankai in hallways Tripple 6 I rep my digits on my wrist so if ever deplete my energy will restore In Complete Aiming at my objective a warrior to be born All I see in the room is some big fat phonys Acting like they rich niggas Fake designer, fake bezels Fake bitchs, I don't care Don't speak to me Please dont ask me questions I don't fuck with you niggas I'm tired of all you niggas Call me Dracula, alucard backwards Ohhh I'm dropping bombs season 6 Damn I should drop the trilogy Murder the soul kings consultant Playing with fire Lit matches up on the counter God damn, I match that, match box Told you I do it, I did uh Man of my word I gotta spit Damn it I'ma keep on killin Drown the surface I'm causing a deadly wave to crash I'm coming for all you niggas Spitting fire bars, I was Sipping like I'm kerosene Fuck it I think that had enough I burned this shit up already