Swimming

I am swimming in an ocean But my friends and family have not known I am lost at sea Clinging onto things Praying by God I drift on home Practicing hypocrisy In shameful ploys when I'm alone Lord help me Lord help me Lord help me Lord help me My prayers begin to sound like sad pathetic moans I have grown to know what it is To feel numb In the wake of so much fun My spirit is dwindling and the spider is spindling I guess he'll just have to wrap me up Behind these bright eyes You'd be surprised At all the terrible things I've done Can't sleep at night where is my mind So far gone so far gone Behind these bright eyes You'd be surprised At all the terrible things I've done Can't sleep at night where is my mind So far gone so far gone