Lost Boyz

I've been choking on this feeling Liquored up to keep from dealing Trying to do my best concealing Self medicated form of healing I don't know what i want anymore I don't know what i want anymore I don't know what i want anymore I don't know what i want Lost boys Heading nowhere fast tho It's a lifestyle Knowing nothing last no Lost boys Running pretty fast tho In the ground yo Cause nothing's gonna last so I won't I won't care no I don't I don't care no I won't I won't care no I won't care no I won't care no Ive been living numb for some time Smoking every hour just to feel fine Still the voices creep back in mind Drown it with another whiskey coke and lime I don't know what i want anymore I don't know what i want anymore I don't know what i want anymore I don't know what i want Lost boys Heading nowhere fast tho It's a lifestyle Knowing nothing last no Lost boys Running pretty fast tho In the ground yo Cause nothing's gonna last so I won't I won't care no I don't I don't care no I won't I won't care no I won't care no I won't care no Helpless Gave into the dark side In my own mind Hope is hard to find I try I tell you all the time I'm not strong enough I'm losing grip on life Lost boys Heading nowhere fast tho It's a lifestyle Knowing nothing last no Lost boys Running pretty fast tho In the ground yo Cause nothing's gonna last so I won't I won't care no I don't I don't care no I won't I won't care no I won't care no I won't care no