Helix

It fucks me up that I don't live the life I want to live That every single step I take, is planned in my head That i can't leave the train, that always follows the rails That everyone who tried, hit the ground with the face first And every morning I awake I see my face And the mirror tells me I am not myself I am not myself It fucks me up that time passes me by, without a stop That I have to bear every single bullet, shot by shot That anyone wants to know my ways better than I That I can't stop the ones who spread the daily lie And every morning I awake I see my face And the mirror tells me I am not myself I am not myself But in the end of all the struggle, the gearwheel still rotates Helix It fucks me up that I don't live the life I want to live