Kor

I can't hide here

In my centres flux of score

It's a shame

As it envelopes me

Ruptures me to my livid core

And I have the audacity to deny it

This is how the soul would bleed

Beating it senseless and clawing my eyes out

In this deception, I feel no better, and give up

Give up and let go now, this is your tiding

The memory it's seeding, yet fleeting and dying and some say

No god nor needle can calm me

Just bane out, what little is left within me

These ephemeral motives

They flux in there score

And all of a sudden

I've lost you again

Oh and in these split spans of ecstasy, I pave some fluid entropy

How dare you

Scream and cry

This is your time

To rise

Out of your core

And live your

Life

Again I flux the motive

Become something livid in turn

Fluctuations in my dedication to spit all over what I have learned

Again I flux the motive

Become something livid in turn

These dry dilutions dull the memory from what I truly want and yearn

All I remember is the monster

A blunt razor to the skin

All fact considered it's not a regret

I cannot feel for fucking hells sake, all I do is I struggle and I grow and take and I burn

And I belittle and I curse at the core

In a meat vessel I don't know whose this mind is

Beating it senseless and clawing my eyes out

In this deception, I feel no better and give up

Give up and let go now

This is my tiding

The memory is seeding

Yet fleeting and dying and some say

No god nor needle can calm me

Just bane out this psycho-serendipity

Wake up, Patty

Act me out a play to have coined her fame

Tell me, Charlie

About the time you lit her up, all insane

It fluxes at core

And all of a sudden

I've lost you again

And in these split spans of ecstasy

I pave some fluid entropy

How dare you

Scream and cry

This is your time

To rise

Out of your core

And live your

Life

The memories, an effigy of everything I was

A sable eyed spectacle to everything before

This cold de facto reason I choosing to abhor

Yet here I am away away away away away away

Having a whale of a time

Making fables my crime

Altercate all the recollect found to break the binds

Out and away from my finds

I'll be counting the time

Betwixt the serendipitous moment now, so fine

I'm licking the wounds not mine

And killing daemons I'm fine

Though I can't tell for the faintest what's a figment of mind

So give me a moment of your time

I tell you how the equine dies

The end comes for us all so stick around kids

My Memories an effigy of the deaden and the gone

But what if a core

I'm goddam broken

Am I me?

Is this mine?

Well not to point fingers with whim less wit but

The finger it fits when pointed at it and it's easy to miss

The rose tint gas lit as wasting my time keeping black mirrors in mind, when the mind that is mine is in steady decline

Hold on, sit tight, never give up as all comes around in the end

It's all a lie

Who am I?

It's all a lie

Who am I?

If it's all a lie

Who am i?

Who am i?

Why

Let

Go

When it all fades out

Fades out

Fades out

Fades out