Heartache

Sitting in darkness, thinking about all the words I said

Wondering how this could go so far

I didn't mean it, I didn't know how to behave myself

I just wasn't whole and I wanted you to fill it

Oh but now I have a heartache

I have a heartache

And I pray for the day I return what I took from you

Heavy hearted, I have a heartache

And I pray for the day that I earn forgiveness from you

It wasn't your fault

I didn't know how to be with myself

I pushed all the good I had away

You told me you loved me

No matter how much I rejected it

Self-sabotage, now I'm learning from my mistakes, too late

Oh I've got a heartache

I have a heartache

And I pray for the day I return what I took from you

Heavy hearted, I have a heartache

And I pray for the day that I earn forgiveness from you

Everything that I have done

Every wrong and pain that I have caused

I did it because I was afraid

Please know I'm sorry for this mess I've made

Ooh heartache!

I'm carrying our sorrow in this heart of hearts

Heartache, I have a heartache

I pray for the day I earn the forgiveness from you

Heartache, I have a heartache

And I pray for the day I return what I took from you

Heavy hearted, I have a heartache

And I pray for the day that I earn forgiveness from you

Heartache