I Don't Need You

I don't need you I don't need you If I say it enough maybe it'll come true But the truth is i need you a lot You're all that I've got I'm lost so lost without you I started smoking again I don't have friends I just want for this to end No way I'll move on I try to write songs But i can't even sit down and pick up the pen You're stuck in my head I wish I was dead I wish I wasn't sleeping alone in my bed I just wish I could hold you in my arms Wish we could just lay there and look at the stars The stars you helped me put up on my ceiling Can't look at them now I get this feeling Like the world is gonna crush me I'm broken I need healing What's the meaning what's the point I think of the times I made you annoyed I wish I could go back and do it better I just wish we were still together I just wish I could make it up to you But it's too late there's nothing I can do You've made up your mind you're set in your ways You'll probably forget in a couple of days You're too busy you say your life is too fast No time for me now I'm left in the past All those times that we shared Now they're just memories guess life isn't fair I guess I was wrong I thought we had something worth fighting for You're someone I'd die for And it hurts I don't know if I'll be okay But I don't know why I tell you you don't care anyway I don't need you I don't need you I don't need you I don't need you Of course it's the day that you leave me and everything's cold I need a blanket need someone to hold It's 1 am and I stare at my phone I'm going insane too much time on my own No more sleeping in Darkness creeping in Gotta fight it off But the light is off I stumble around in the dark Trying to find all the pieces of my broken heart I try to stick them together I need stronger glue I never imagined my life without you I still remember the things you would do Now that you're gone there's no one to talk to Nobody knows me I think of all the new things that you showed me Of the life that you gave me Then you took it away from me Why didn't you want to talk to me You didn't even want to grab coffee Couldn't say it to my face had to text me I hate to say that's the way that you left me I hate feeling like I didn't try I'm in my car and I'm about to cry Listening to music that I used to listen to with you by my side But none of the songs sound the same I still remember the sound of your name I can't bring myself to say it But I guess this is how it is and I have to face it How can you say this is what's best for me When you say that you need less of me I can't give you my life If you say you don't have the time I Don't Need You