I Did It!

What should I do? Heaven in Los Angeles a dream just fades away The same party, the same old ocean Please say something honestly I heard you left, so early it's like you never even came Judah come, you're still my favorite of all the boys that were so lame I'm closing my eyes but the fear stays the same I'm turning back into the girl that I was And everyone's acting like I haven't changed But I know the things that I've done And I don't know why I did it, but I did and it hurts so bad And I know it sounds pathetic, I get it but just come back But I did it, but I did it, I did it, I did it, I did it, I did it, I did it oh What could I say? There were no excuses there was nothing to explain I rang and rang I only called you up to hear you say my name And then you left Before they even opened the champagne Judah come, Your still my favorite of all the boys that I've betrayed I'm closing my eyes but the fear stays the same I'm turning back into the girl that I was And everyone's acting like I haven't changed But I know the things that I've done And I don't know why I did it, but I did and it hurts so bad And I know it sounds pathetic, I get it but just come back But I did it, but I did it, I did it, I did it, I did it, I did it, I did it oh Drifting through the night I found you half alive Let's not be polite The time for that has passed us by Call me jaded, cynical, it was unforgivable I'll never take it back I don't know why I did it, But i did it, i did it, i did it, but i did it And I don't know why I did it, But i did it, i did it, i did it, but i did it oh Judah come, Judah come