Tried to be perfect but all my imperfections keep on ruining me

(Locking the door to healing)

Looked out of windows at what could have been but I can't change a thing

I can't change a thing

(I’ve thought a lot about leaving)

A thousand thoughts take me and I can't say a word

I'm dying to speak won’t someone give me a reason to?

A thousand thoughts take me and I can't find my voice

I'm dying to tell you how I feel but I can’t figure it out

Won't someone give me a sign? ‘Cause I'm broken and I'm torn apart

My heads a mess, I’m a divided guest in this shell and I've

I’ve often wandered what it would be like to leave this world behind and take a chance amongst the stars tonight

A thousand thoughts take me and I can't say a word

I'm dying to speak won’t someone give me a reason to?

A thousand thoughts take me and I can't find my voice

I'm dying to tell you how I feel but I can’t figure it out

Sun light comes and I shy away to play the victim when darkness hunts

Am I ashamed? Or ready to end the game I never chose to play

‘Cause I've already lost, everything about myself is trapped within this maze

No map, No lights, No hope, No chance, But just a finish line of fear

Take me by the hand as my heart lays trembling

A thousand thoughts take me And I can't say a word

(I'm dying to speak) won’t someone give me a reason?

A thousand thoughts take me and I can't find the words

I'm dying to speak won’t someone give me a reason to?

A thousand thoughts take me and I can't find my voice

I'm dying to tell you how I feel but I can’t figure it out

A thousand thoughts take me and I am losing it

I'm dying to find an answer to why I keep suffering

A thousand thoughts take me, I keep slipping away

I’m dying to be a better man but I am ‘just a coward’