I Grew Up (In a Big, Big House)

I grew up in a big, big house With the coolest tree I've ever seen in my backyard I grew up being terrified right after my uncle died Thinking the same thing could happen to my friends But I won't let the shit that got to me when I was ten Define who I am today No I won't let it get to me cause I have to be strong and mature Whatever the fuck that means I grew up hating men I grew up hating more specifically the people who hurt you and me I grew up wondering what comes after suffering But now I know its this weird period of getting angry But I won't let the shit that got to me when I was ten Define who I am today No I won't let it get to me cause I have to be strong and mature Whatever the fuck that means I grew up moving every other month I grew up sleeping on the couch And now I like sleeping on the couch You've seen hell about nine times And you've walked in circles a couple more But I won't hold that against you Cause I won't let the shit that got to me when I was ten Define who I am today No I won't let it get to me cause I have to be strong and mature Whatever the fuck that means