Holding My Breath

Before you judge me take a good hard look at yourself You don't know me but you're draining me of mental health A lie based on popular opinion I want to die 'cos' I can't be forgiven Locked in a room Void of humanity I'm in a black hole Suffering endlessly Opening my eyes is worse than death That's why I keep on holding my breath The world is caving in all around me I see myself as a vulgar monstrosity My mind collapsed into a technical mess I can't deal with the guilt that I have to ingest Locked in a room Void of humanity I'm in a black hole Suffering endlessly Opening my eyes is worse than death That's why I keep on holding my breath Opening my eyes worse than death ... Why I keep on holding my breath Worse than death ... Holding my breath Opening my eyes worse than death ... Why I keep on holding my breath