Not sure what I am doing here
Will I find a reason to be, to see what I see?
Is it 'cause of infidelity?
Beliefs that I have chosen not to believe?
I'll keep to myself, but try to find a bond all the while
A purgatory hell
I'm finding myself by the mile
I know if I stop moving, I'll just betray my nature
Waking up, finding everything is real; realer than I'd hoped
Knowing that I can't go back to sleep, but I'm not sinking
I can feel in my bones and my heart that I can still live with fire
I still have everything I need to make this worthwhile
I've waited to weigh my worth and my place in the world for a while,
But now I see and think to myself with a smile;
Now my worth and place in the world is self-determined
Waking up, finding everything is real; realer than I'd hoped
Knowing that I can't go back to sleep, but I'm not sinking
I can feel in my bones and my heart that I can still live with fire
I still have everything I need to make this worthwhile
