Bloom

I just wanna bloom like some flowers Stay groovy like my name Austin Powers I'm puttin' in work like ten thousand hours This game ain't for the faint of heart or the cowards, yeah It's been more than a minute since my case of the blues Like I'm falling apart it seems I'm losing the screws I mean I don't feel O.K., it's more than a bruise And my dome's full of thoughts I don't want as I muse I'm tryna clear my head so I go for a cruise I'm taking in views, but they fail to enthuse It coming back by the slews, that ruminating ensues I thought that happiness was a thing that you choose I guess not right, ya that's not hype Cause this that shit I do not like Even when I think I'm on it's aw psych See my feelings check out like they on strike Nobody's home, nope, I hobble at my own pace Grab my phone and dial or I won't get out this lone space It's been awhile since I made it out my home base I can hardly crack a smile, prolly cause my stone face Blinds closed, I'm alone in my room My days full of sorrow, they consumed by the gloom I should clean my life up, need more than a broom I don't know, man I just wanna bloom I just wanna bloom like some flowers Stay groovy like my name Austin Powers I'm puttin' in work like ten thousand hours The game ain't for the faint of heart or the cowards, yeah I'm mad low in the category of morale But how? I don't know, I'm falling in the funnel Tryna cross the chasm but I'm stuck in the canal Clawing every inch to the end of the tunnel But what now? Yah, where do I step next? I'm feeling compressed dodging such a big mess Why don't you stuff me in an envelope and hit up FedEx And maybe send me somewhere sunny yeah that's the best bet Never been on bed rest, but I lay around and I putter Closing in on rock bottom see I'm approaching the gutter I need to change up these vibes, crack open the shutter It's a garage sale clear out, rid myself of the clutter That seems to seep in my brain, that's some shit I can't handle Over and over again, over-thinking, I ramble About shit that don't matter, it turn my mind to some shrapnel I need to stop pouring kerosene on a candle I just wanna bloom like some flowers Stay groovy like my name Austin Powers I'm puttin' in work like ten thousand hours This game ain't for the faint of heart or the cowards, yeah Success can't come too soon So I been working hard all summer since June Keep my eyes covered when the bad guys loom I don't know, man I just wanna bloom