Loser

I been losing losing losing I been losing all this time All these Ls right to the face I can't do anything nice Drowning deep inside this misery monotony and history Tonight I might step up and be the one to take my I been losing losing losing I been losing all this time All these Ls right to the face I can't do anything nice Drowning deep inside this misery monotony and history Tonight I might step up and be the one to take my Lost in abyss in a mist everywhere with no miss All the things that I love glide beyond my grips Lost the touch of your lips and the feel of your hips With a fleeting memory sails elegantly Through the holes of my nose to the coasts and the coves Where the porous choke for y'oceans Three, two, one, go! All my friends is dead or dead to me Lost all of my self-identity Lost my home I thought I had the recipe Burnt it down and now there ain't no bed for me Lost like a young child in a mall Mommy want Chanel daddy want a blonde Crying to the ground now you see you don't belong Longing for a god but you can't part what you didn't have to start Used to win a little now I just lose a lot Silver for a second think I lost my trail of thought How to make a murderer take away his hopes Till he got nothing left to lose but his bones Spit a little Em into everything I spew Spit a little phlegm into every chick I screw Pitted to the end I'm a fingernail from doom Figure I'mma fit this nail inside my cranium Lost every little chance of rap I ever had Smelled them pry it outta my sweaty beating hand I am not a man I am on a band Waving through the universe I am but a sand I been losing losing losing I been losing all this time All these Ls right to the face I can't do anything nice Drowning deep inside this misery monotony and history Tonight I might step up and be the one to take my I been losing losing losing I been losing all this time All these Ls right to the face I can't do anything nice Drowning deep inside this misery monotony and history Tonight I might step up and be the one to take my Life liberty and the pursuit Look I ain't never settle cause I got something to prove Losing all my life but I will never lose Cause I am on a battlefield tackling my doom I got every battle scar a man could ever use I don't see the stars only spots I never knew Lost in a mirage I ain't even true to you Like who I am to y'all but a loonie in a pool Lost motivation my ambition Lost in her vision in damned prison Lost faith too young my trust too young Lost grace and touch my latest buzz Lost a lotta money saying baby at the club Lost a lotta money tryna build a catalog Lost a lotta friends tryna get this thing to pop Lost a lotta friends couldn't take it and dropped Lost so many hopes and dreams my solace is despair I don't see this going anywhere I don't see this going anywhere I don't see this going anywhere I been losing losing losing I been losing all this time All these Ls right to the face I can't do anything nice Drowning deep inside this misery monotony and history Tonight I might step up and be the one to take my life I been losing losing losing I been losing all this time All these Ls right to the face I can't do anything nice Drowning deep inside this misery monotony and history Tonight I might step up and be the one to take my life