So often, in peaks and trophs, sometimes quite unbearable

I hide it all the same, another link upon the chain

Perspective, a chance to breathe plus a little home therapy

The lies we tell ourselves, we became the lie itself

Bella, I felt you pushing away

Bella, was it something I said?

With age, comes a cost, from losing teeth to the ones we love

My crippling fear of inherit disease, comes from a life of remorse

Lifelines, in rip rides, tether me to the shore

I'm just a hopeless abandon, who wished he'd never left home

Three years haven't fixed me, another three ought to kill me

My mind's so tired but I've already forgot

You were my best friend, but I wasn't yours

Bella, I felt you pushing away from me

Was it something I said in my sleep or am I creeping you the fuck out?

Never, you said you'd love me whatever, even if, god forbid, I'd be bound to my bed, you'd be there watching me sleep

Bella

Oh, Bella

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Bella

Oh, Bella

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Was it something I said?