The sun is coming up, I’m on the fire escape

Dunno if its early or if its late

I don’t know

Bleeding from the gash I put in my soul

Burying my thoughts and dig another hole

I don’t believe in love if this is what I run to instead of you

I don’t believe in much, but this gets me through the night

I don't wanna feel

But I can't get away from what is real

I don't wanna see

But I can't close my eyes

I can't run and hide

I can't stay inside here forever

Fumble through my bag and call a car to leave

Take another hit and hope it helps me breathe again

If one can do the trick then maybe two or three

Can take me anywhere that I don’t have to think so long

I don’t believe in God but I can feel the love from her eyes right now

I don’t believe I’m lost

Just always running away

I am an island surrounded by waves that annihilate all of my strongest intentions

To bury the fear and embrace every truth but the current's relentless

I'm pulled underwater and breathe in the lies till they've flooded my lungs

And I try screaming out my but I'm stuck in a dream

I don't want to wake up from when life is a nightmare

I'm better off numb but I can't run forever

Then grace washes over me out of the darkness and light shines on every shadow

I cast on the walls that I've built in my soul

And I hold on to hope that our love will explode and I'll float away