Ghostboy.

I could be fake too Just not how I make do It's not that I hate you Well, I don't know Hard to be great, you know It's hard to be grateful It's hard to be thankful So I don't show You know we all hurt, it's just life Baby, I get lost in the midnight We all got problems, I just admit mine At night my eyes won't close If I'm a star, I'm burnt out and looking down Just cause she love me right now Don't mean she'll always be around Yeah, always stoned and in my house Don't got nobody I can count on Just stay tucked off by myself Oh, I only get in my zone When I get on my own All alone She hit me up at all And I shut off my phone I go ghost I swear she got those words you feel in your bones Who would've known The prettiest face would have the ugliest soul? Yeah, but I'm a loverboy what'd you expect from me I swear pretty girls will be the death of me Step to me, I'm in the sky Baby, I been hearing lies All my fucking life So I always treat 'em nice So when they fuck me over, I don't even think twice I just cut em off, I don't even want a slice I'mma leave her blocked Wish my heart weren't so soft Wish you weren't my first fuck All the shit is so dumb Now I just find safety in how These memories start all fading Put a knife inside my back Then ask why I'm so filled with hatred Anything but give you space and I'd rather erase myself Put the hurt of my back Chasing feeling's never helps I could be fake too Just not how I make do It's not that I hate you Well, I don't know Hard to be great, you know It's hard to be grateful It's hard to be thankful So I don't show You know we all hurt, it's just life Baby, I get lost in the midnight We all got problems, I just admit mine At night my eyes won't close