With You

And if our time is ours to waste To leave behind a better place Then I need nothing more than life with you Yo, it's hard days and it's hard months Sometimes I don't know what to say, hits me all at once My pride is gettin' in the way and I'm on the run Scared that things are gonna change, what will I become? No, I can't take it sometimes That's why I dive into rhymes, that's why we dive into lies We diggin' deeper inside, we try to keep up with life We hide our pain from the light, do what we can to survive But no, no, I won't let it take a hold of me Find my passion, make it happen, I'm gon' take control of me Not reacting, takin' action, I can feel it pulling me A hole so deep my soul will need a passion that comes over me Yuh, I won't hide from mistakes 'Cause if I tried, that's okay, I'm learning life every day I'm twenty-five, still the same when I was nine, thought okay I'll figure it out one day, get peace of mind, I'll be sane, yeah And if our time is ours to waste To leave behind a better place Then I need nothing more than life with you And if I was the one to stay Would you still spend this time with me? When I go, I want nothing else but you Yo, they say to be where your feet are I just listen to the beat, try to restart I just listen to the beat like it's your heart So far, I can't seem to let down my own guard Yeah, I'm defensive for a reason Hidin' all my demons, affected by the seasons Uh, sometimes I just feel like leaving I'm sick of all these feelings, I'm sick of always dealing Yo, you say that I've changed, when you've changed All this pain in my veins is from the things you say Your state of mind never stays the same You say you're fine but you lie to me, inside you're dividing me Yeah, we've got our highs and our lows And when we're high we're so close, but when we're low I don't know Yeah, don't wanna be someone different Why can't you just be forgiving and who I am, that's a given, yeah And if our time is ours to waste To leave behind a better place Then I need nothing more than life with you And if I was the one to stay Would you still spend this time with me? When I go, I want nothing else but you