Waste

It's a beautiful day outside But I can't see the colors The sun is shining high But I can't feel it's warmth The birds are singing bright But I can't hear their melody All I ever know is gray And I keep finding ways To waste my days The phone keeps ringing But I don't have an answer I'm too tired to find myself again I wanna tell you that it all gets better But I don't trust myself anymore And I keep finding ways To waste my days And I keep finding ways To waste away I keep finding ways To waste my days I keep finding ways To waste away To waste away