Thirty Days

How do I explain that you were real? How do I describe the way it feels? The parts I've played I've hung a hero's cape And worn a villain's face Is it my reflection on the wall? Do I even look the same at all? If you see me I swear you won't believe These years have worn on me And so it goes in thirty days I'll close my eyes and when I wake I will be on a speeding train That will not stop and will not stay Going through your messages again Like an open well I'm falling in A great divide A splintering of time Before and after life Didn't end up doing what I knew But I can't keep running after you A fleeting chase I've tried a thousand ways But all of us will age And so it goes in thirty days I'll close my eyes and when I wake I will be on a speeding train That will not stop and will not stay And what comes now is without you A summer storm I'm flying through Where I touch down a mystery Where I took off a memory And so it goes in thirty days I'll close my eyes and when I wake I will be on a speeding train That will not stop and will not stay And what comes now is without you A summer storm I'm flying through Where I touch down a mystery Where I took off a memory