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Desolation (feat. Durte)
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Underground Rap
Desolation (feat. Durte) was released on May 18, 2018 by Sidestream Records as a part of the album Procrastih8ing
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Release DateMay 18, 2018
LabelSidestream Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM120

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
H8TRiD
H8TRiD
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Durte
Durte
Songwriter

Lyrics

Desolation
Got me going crazy
Crazy, stuck in a daze
Desolation, you got me going crazy
You got me going crazy
Got me going crazy
Crazy, stuck in a daze
With every breath I take, I find myself struggling a little bit more
Trying to make it through the pain and navigate through this haze
It surrounds me, engulfing every waking minute of my day
When I wake in the morning, screaming in the mirror
Facing the truth, telling myself I have to change
The only difference between a rut and a grave
Is the dirt on my face, and that just might break me
Why does that success take so long?
All this stress I can't take no more
People continue to push me away, but all my flaws embrace me
And I'm dying to change
Still I believe in the possibility
Constantly thinking I'm on the brink of disaster
But I continue to pursue my dreams
On the edge of insanity, barely able to manage
My brain's trying to get a truce with me
Desolation, got me going crazy
Crazy, stuck in a daze
Desolation, got me going crazy
Crazy, stuck in a daze
I'm looking for a way to get myself out of this rot
But it seems no matter what I earn, I never earn enough
I'm a thousand dollars short and a few miles behind it
This isn't what I pictured when I painted out my life
So where did I go wrong?
Was it drugs? Was it school?
Was it my decisions? Was it family?
Or maybe crew? Wow!
I want to be you with the big house and the bigger garage
Talking with your wife, all the kids are in the yard chasing the dogs
Now I got a small apartment with a girl that's always bitching
When I need my time alone, she's too selfish to ever listen
I get a call from my mom saying she needs money again
I don't want it, but I got her parents, I can't abandon them
Now I'm back to broke, now I'm back to saving nothing
Now I'm back to selling drugs so I can earn myself just something
My Grammys do that type too, when I was feeling too much strain
Now I'm facing a little darker since the day she passed away
Desolation, you got me going crazy
Crazy, stuck in a daze
Desolation, you got me going crazy
Crazy, stuck in a daze
Written by: Durte
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