If I Could I Would

I've been, waking up in cold sweats Got these, thoughts all up in my head I can't trust you, if I could I would But I can't trust you, if I could I would I've been, waking up in a different bed We've been, vibing to different cliques I can't trust you, if I could I would But I can't trust you, if I could I would I would Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Haven't spoken in 3 months Too busy caring for these deep cuts See your name on my phone, I swipe down with it Feel no ways, 'cus I'm strong and I'm proud of it Got the strong and the woods, it's a long process 'Cus I hate when shit gets loud and it's always stress Get to thinking 'bout the days when I was down with it If night falls and you call I might drown in it I've been, waking up in cold sweats Got these, thoughts all up in my head I can't trust you, if I could I would But I can't trust you, if I could I would I've been, waking up in a different bed We've been, vibing to different cliques I can't trust you, if I could I would But I can't trust you, if I could I would I would Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't I might smoke to get over this Smoke and mirrors, I'm so over it I deflect when they ask me about you Cus I'm scared I might reflect how I feel of you You can tell that it still hurts Saw the best in me and you hit me with the worst Gotta put my heart together cus the storm is coming Every time I get to face it I just get to running I've been, waking up in cold sweats Got these, thoughts all up in my head I can't trust you, if I could I would But I can't trust you, if I could I would I've been, waking up in a different bed We've been, vibing to different cliques I can't trust you, if I could I would But I can't trust you, if I could I would I would Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you, I can't Trust you I can't Trust you I can't Trust you I can't Trust you I can't Trust you I can't Trust you I can't I've been, waking up in cold sweats Got these, thoughts all up in my head I can't trust you, if I could I would But I can't trust you, if I could I would I've been, waking up in a different bed We've been, vibing to different cliques I can't trust you, if I could I would But I can't trust you, if I could I would I would