Fading

(Cartier made and it's lit) (Life is fucking–) Life's fucking crazy, I think I'm fading Always in the background, that's where I'm staying She gunned my fucking heart down and replaced it I have nothing left now, man I hate it Even if you tried to, you couldn't save me Always getting lied to, my life is wasting I'm so fucking tired, my dreams are dead to me I'm not gonna make it, the reaper next to me Watching over every move, so much sleep I lose Every night I contemplate, like "What the fuck to do?" I don't wanna feel this way, I'm so stuck in place All I ever knew was pain, and fucking rainy days I can't get outside my brain I'm smoking purple haze Make the demons go away, and all my thoughts erase Don't know why they fucking hate, it makes no sense to me I just wanna help myself, discover inner peace To me I am the enemy, there's something wrong with me The chemicals inside my brain are fucking hurting me The memories keep coming back, it's like they're haunting me Lying to my fucking face, just tell me honestly You ain't got no loyalty, I hate this fucking town Wish that I could burn it down, all these snakes around Living with no purpose now, I feel worthless When I look her in the eyes I get nervous Life's fucking crazy, I think I'm fading Always in the background, that's where I'm staying She gunned my fucking heart down and replaced it I have nothing left now, man I hate it Life's fucking crazy, I think I'm fading Always in the background, that's where I'm staying She gunned my fucking heart down and replaced it I have nothing left now, man I hate it