You aint ready for life to get real

Don't be scared its only pussy

Pmonsta

Look

I got a homie name Kentrell but I call his ass Zell

Because his name ends with Ell

But he act just like Ezell

He was a very cool dude but he was in out of jail

His momma put him on that dope she cant get high by herself

So you know there was no school

He was my dawg off the block

I'm hearing knocks on my side window Zell almost got shot

He said this O.G tried to jack him so he swung at his top

Beating up on the O.G until he pulled out his glock

He tried to give me half a gram but I do great with peer pressure

He knew my pockets hurt

Said this line gonna make you feel better

Took the half but didn't snort it put that shit in my dresser

Then that half turnt to a ball but didn't want be know dealer

The plug he had he did a bid plus Zell ain't trust no one else

Took two weeks for me to tell 'em that i stashed what I kept

This **** leaning towards withdraw call that

That cocaine fever doing shit he gone regret now he a whole 'nother creature

I sold a ball to him he paid me with a new stolen T.V

Sold another came back full cash that $250

We did this shit for bout a month until one day he aint visit

Didn't see him for a week they tryna say that he missing

Caught channel 9 a teen was murdered two shots head and the kidney

Instantly broke my heart

I wish my dawg was still with me

What makes it worse his mother found OD'ed this shit is to fatal

Food was cooking on the stove her head face down on the table

Only news I accepted was that they found my dawg killer

Same O.G that he beat up lefted him laid out cause he bitter

Now im sitting with this pen and this paper at hand i know alot of you feeling me and you feeling my pain

Pmonsta