Will I Make It

I keep charging, I keep attacking Not knowing, if it'll happen I push forward, no stopping Eyes on the prize cause failure is not an option What if I don't make it? What if I kick the bucket before I get a chance to taste it? Sometimes I feel it's all for nothing Other times I feel like I'm the man god damn I'm something I know I'm playing a losing game I'm just a fish biting the allure of this stupid fame I'm a sitting duck I'd prob'ly quit if I only knew how to give up Too many factors, so many obstacles Others have had it but for me is it even possible? Only time will tell, I might as well Give it my best shot I'd rather that I try and fail Then never try at all, sit around lie cry and ball Blaming everything because I'm mad that my career has stalled I get one shot and damn man I'm going to keep swinging until I hit a ing grand slam I keep charging, I keep attacking Not knowing, if it'll happen I push forward, no stopping Eyes on the prize cause failure is not an option I keep charging, I keep attacking Not knowing, if it'll happen I push forward, no stopping Eyes on the prize cause failure is not an option I'm pretty sure I'm delusional, and I'm fine with it In fact I think it needs to be that way if I'm to get The success that I'm working on attracting So I'm clearing a path between the haters and their laughing Holding back the fear the end is getting near I know my biggest enemy is looking at me in the mirror But I got to keep moving I got to keep uping the ante and improving Cause idle hands do the devil's work So if I'm not pursuing my goals I know my head'll burst It's work before reward Sometimes I have to step back just to catapult me forward Pushing through the highs and lows, tiring blows Apathy, and battling the "I don't knows" All for a better life Let the record show my wins and loses but not that I never tried I keep charging, I keep attacking Not knowing, if it'll happen I push forward, no stopping Eyes on the prize cause failure is not an option I keep charging, I keep attacking Not knowing, if it'll happen I push forward, no stopping Eyes on the prize cause failure is not an option