The Overwhelm

Oh I'm not fighting this anymore It never did me no good Oh I'm not fighting this anymore Don't even think I could I'm saying no to another pour I wanna know what it feels like No I'm not fighting this anymore I won't push it aside I'm curled up on the floor And getting ready for The overwhelm, I'm overwhelmed The shadows caving in I'm ready to begin the overwhelm Swallow it down, swallow it down 'Fore it consumes me Seeing it now, wondering how How not to lose me I'm afraid to fade away So I'll take in all the pain Swallow it down, swallow it down I'm gonna sink in the loneliness So I can trace all my bruises I realize that I made a mess By choosing not to choose I'm curled up on the floor And getting ready for The overwhelm, I'm overwhelmed The shadows caving in I'm ready to begin the overwhelm Swallow it down, swallow it down 'Fore it consumes me Seeing it now, wondering how How not to lose me I'm afraid to fade away So I'll take in all the pain Swallow it down, swallow it down This is gonna be a trial by fire But it's the only way I'll rise And the shadows caving in I'm ready to begin the overwhelm Swallow it down, swallow it down 'Fore it consumes me Seeing it now, wondering how How not to lose me I'm afraid to fade away So I'll take in all the pain Swallow it down, swallow it down