Sincerely, Yours

I've got some tough skin That seems to sneak underneath me And creep up to my head Where it decides to reside And control my fucking mind All while I'm vulnerable I overthink and when I overthink I lose some sleep And when I lose some sleep I get so fucking sick of everything And everyone so just leave me alone I can handle of this on my own You all doubt me when I need you now So just sit back, listen, let me show you how But what's the fucking point? I won't it go I can't just wash away the memories of What I was or who I am meant to be Are you listening? I brought this on myself No one's fault but mine Kick me while I'm down Leave me while I drown in my own blood Aid lives in a ghost town Who am I to decide for myself When everyone else needs help So I give in to all my selfless ways Despite how much I can take Always afraid I'm to die alone Reminiscing the past as a milestone Falling victim to things that I should've known When will it be my turn to Be the one that you turn to Or would that just be the beginning of the end? What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? So when grave danger is near Brace yourself for the impact GO! Who am I to decide for myself When everyone else needs help So I give in to all my selfless ways Despite how much I can take Who are you to decide for myself When everyone else needs help So I give in to all my selfless ways Despite how much I can take This is not healthy I can't keep, keep living this way I have no, no other choice Well I will preserver I will conquer I am sincerely yours