True to You

I did that thing again Turns out I'm in that place again And I've hurt another of my friends Just so I could have my way But I don't know what it is I want Because I don't know who it is I am Even at my best I'm just a sham And all my friends are fools Could I be true to you Can you make one from two Two of the people that you think I am Find one in the middle who is worth a damn One to choose Someone true to you It smells like cigarettes The smoking gun of guilt and gross regrets Walking home alone from Calumet Just so I could clear my head I know you're tired of the games All the ones we promised not to play And the names we swore we wouldn't say I swear I'm tired too Could I be true to you Can you make one from two Two of the people that you think I am Find one in the middle who is worth a damn Someone true to you Could I be true to you Can you make one from two Two of the people that you think I am Find one in the middle who is worth a damn Two of the people who you think you see Tell me which one is me There's no pause in me you can't renew No part of me you can't cut through Because I'm true to you