After the War

The smoke has cleared Sit alone with a beer And run through the rubble Months of trouble and the end The tears on your face The site of you walking away And the memories dropping Ring like bombs in my head And I don't know If I could've done more I don't know If it was my fault or yours So I'm still fighting After the war And the only light Is just my phone in the night Could start the war again Pull the trigger press send and go Catch your plane before sunset Kneel down and say come back Say baby I was wrong I need you home But I don't know If I love you anymore And I don't know If I loved you before So I'm still fighting After the war There should be parties in the streets We had our victory But loneliness had been waiting For you to leave to ambush me I don't know If I can take it on my own And I don't know If I wanna try to love anymore But I'll keep fighting But I'll keep fighting I'm still fighting This damn war