Old Memories / I Know the Feeling

Crazy Old memories get replaced when the day ends Every fuckin day been the same and I hate it Wake up feel a little anxious Can't trust anyone I hang with Or lack there of cuz the cracks in the concrete got so large and divided the homies I really don't give a fuck no more been alone so long that it all feels normal Ive grown so much when I struggle forward I took your help when it don't feel forceful And though I felt like a troubbled soul Ida found myself through the months at home Got no one else now no one else ever come around all by myself With the flowers round me growin out the ground while Im tryna find peace with the world around me Walkin through the place I hide if I don't stay inside by the lake I probly been But shawty no I say I'm fine then I'll change my mind probly 8 9 times again But I been alone so long that I forgot what love really is I said I'm gonna fake my smile while we wait in line til the day our time will end Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah Don't go I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah Don't go I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know Different days begin to face Im thinkin my inspiration dissipating How can I prevent the flame from dimming fading I just need a different place to visit maybe Ima need to go outside Control my mind Control my life and all the bullshit left aside Express what I got left inside and testify That Ima try to make the best of my time I know shits dark all alone in your thoughts on a road so cold can you hear me I know I done a whole lot of wrong but so have we all So we learn to let it go through the healing of time that We all play a part from the moment we start in this life til the moment we leave it This world need a whole lot of love but to show it is tough just trust me you gotta believe me The peace you can find in you is kinda hard to do But I promise you can hop the obstacle No doubt but you just got to want to do What you wanted to and focus on it through All the drama soon you'll find its not as hard when you started you Accomplish what you want with the time that you Have got so shoot your shot what you got to lose This life ain't waiting on it Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah Don't go I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah Don't go I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know