In Spite of Me

Buried to my knees I hope you find some sort of peace In spite of me Swinging blade that opens scars and more, comes around again But you're not asking for a chance to pour out Everything that hadn't been said but thought Maybe I was holding you back from love But we weren't anything You used your head to get in mine Buried to my knees I hope you find some sort of peace In spite of me I wasted weeks I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth The blade of love that I have now twists and turns in my back Your friends say I'm at my worst, and you're my guiding light If I die from all of this, know I won't be missed The light has turned shade and I've been pushed away Buried to my knees I hope you find some sort of peace In spite of me I wasted weeks I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth I've given up so write me off and I'll be gone I'm watching you I was too distant don't miss it I'll be fine I'm sorry that you had it all planned out Buried to my knees I hope you find some sort of peace In spite of me I wasted weeks I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth Decay with me Buried to my knees I hope you find some sort of peace In spite of me