What If the Sun

Wish that you could be inside my head for just an hour just a day Just to see how it feels Worried bout the shoes I'll wear my socks don't match my underwear The surgery that one day I'll need I just wanna disappear and numb my brain with 20 beers Just make sure my shit is in place Even all my loving friends abandon me at every turn I'll pretend I'm fine in the end What if the sun falls out of the sky I'm sick and tired trying What if the sun falls out of the sky I'm so fed up I'm dying I count my vitamins to regulate the state I'm in Everybody worries to death Wish that you could feel the creepy crawly things in me That make it hard to sleep i just need a break What if the sun falls out of the sky (ah ah) I'm sick and tired trying What if the sun falls out of the sky I'm so fed up I'm dying What can be done for everyone I'm joining the party let the laundry pile up Pass me the rule book let's light it up Unplug the sun for everyone What if the sun falls out of the sky (ah ah) I'm sick and tired trying What if the sun falls out of the sky I'm so fed up I'm crying What can be done for everyone