Nothing Else

My skin's rotting off of my body I'm something resembling a zombie Too many Xans with my coffee I'm fucked up again, yeah, you caught me My eyes don't lie, I've never recovered Your smile screams back how you've never had to suffer Your pupils are dilated, drugged up & lustful You get off on my pain, finger bang to my struggle You taunt me in my dreams, so I never sleep I pretend I never knew you like I never knew that peace I can't focus, so I hold back on the beats Lost somewhere on the hierarchy of needs You got me feelin' defeated, like you wanted nothing else I used to think that you were the reason, yeah, I thought you were something else Borderline again Now my heart's cold, here's what you asked for Glued to the barstool, while you're on the dance floor How's your new love, baby, how's your new home As I rot around this hole that you grew from Your skin's so pale in the moon glow Who's this man? Is it somebody you'd know? The ocean breeze, it put me through the loophole I can see it all as you move slow in the timeshift It all grinds to a halt Every speck of sand and molecule of salt In the Gulf turns to fire, closing up the vault You turn one time and look at me, tell me it's my fault Tell me I should die, everyone's better off that way, okay And if I make it to see a new day I should turn around and off myself, that I can never change, it's what you say You got me feelin' defeated, like you wanted nothing else I used to think that you were the reason, yeah, I thought you were something else Borderline again Now my heart's cold, here's what you asked for Glued to the barstool, while you're on the dance floor How's your new love, baby, how's your new home As I rot around this hole that you grew from You're the reason for my seasonal depression, believe it All I'm seekin' is my freedom from your words, your love, your treason You never loved me like that, only throwin' back the cat Always throwin' on my cap, always gropin' at the cracks In my foundation, denied me salvation Left me contemplatin', embarrassed and naked You got me feelin' defeated, like you wanted nothing else I used to think that you were the reason, yeah, I thought you were something else Borderline again Now my heart's cold, here's what you asked for Glued to the barstool, while you're on the dance floor How's your new love, baby, how's your new home As I rot around this hole that you grew from