I was told not to speak out of turn

That I would learn another test

I was told that my words could burn

So hold your breath, another test

You know that time could never wash away the pain we held onto from yesterday

It's not okay

To think that I would never stay away from things that made me forced to feel the pain in my brain

I wanted to think that I was fine

That you were blind

It's easier that way

At least today

But I'll learn today

It's not the same

I won't start again

I know that I couldn't love you in the end

We'll move on foward

Control your words

I know that it hurts doesn't it

Doesn't it

Doesn't it

I know that I couldn't love you in the end

We'll move on forward

Control your words

I know that it hurts doesn't it

I'm on a sinking cloud

Screaming loud

We're all the same

Unwanted blame

Broken words

And I'm unsure

Of what's in store

But I'm wanting more

I think there's just a moment where everything comes together

You know that time could never wash away the pain we held onto from yesterday

It's not okay

To think that I would never stay away from things that made me forced to feel the pain in my brain

I wanted to think that I could fly

Into the sky

Stay off the ground

And above that cloud

But I'll learn today

It's not the same

I won't start again

I know that I couldn't love you in the end

We'll move on forward

Control your words

I know that it hurts doesn't it

Doesn't it

Doesn't it

I know that I couldn't love you in the end

Just move on forward

Control your words

I know that it hurts doesn't it

Doesn't it

Doesn't it

I know that I couldn't love you in the end

Just move on forward

Control your words

I know that it hurts doesn't it

I loved myself so much more before I loved you

I loved myself so much more before I loved you

And now its time to take it back

I'm over that