Old Me (feat. Ollie Joseph)

I'm a mess it's plain to see Got a hundred thousand problems that I have to fix Had a couple hundred friends turn their back on this Guess that they lost faith in me Here's your own medicine now have a sip One day I hope that I'll look back and laugh at shit Such a shame, such a same Is it me, am I to blame? Maybe this is why I'm up at night Seeming like I never do nothing right Ain't the same, ain't the same Am I the one, the one who'll change? Maybe this is why I'm up at night Didn't know that trouble lived in paradise I wish, I wish, I wish It wasn't like this, like this, like this I'm feeling like Wish somebody would've told me Just so I could run and tell the old me I wish, I wish, I wish It wasn't like this, like this, like this I'm feeling like Wish somebody would've told me Just so I could run and tell the old me Was it always make believe? Yeah I used to play with action figures after school But I didn't know that people could be plastic too Wore my heart out on my sleeve Gotta keep on smiling even when it's hard to do Gotta cover that shit up like it's a bad tattoo Such a shame, such a same Is it me, am I to blame? Maybe this is why I'm up at night Seeming like I never do nothing right Ain't the same, ain't the same Am I the one, the one who'll change? Maybe this is why I'm up at night Didn't know that trouble lived in paradise I wish, I wish, I wish It wasn't like this, like this, like this I'm feeling like Wish somebody would've told me Just so I could run and tell the old me I wish, I wish, I wish It wasn't like this, like this, like this I'm feeling like Wish somebody would've told me Just so I could run and tell the old me Feel like a Empty nester, people jumping, hope they learn to fly I'm still on the boat creating waves they used to surf behind Relationships at jeopardy, but I don't have the answers Put on the fakest smile when they flash the cameras My plan of action was to blow up, bring the guys with me My brothers scared of me to grow up, sibling rivalry And it coulda been you, back of the venue Drinking to celebrate all the success You'll prolly call me saying sorry, guess in time we'll see I wish, I wish, I wish It wasn't like this, like this, like this I'm feeling like Wish somebody would've told me Just so I could run and tell the old me I wish, I wish, I wish It wasn't like this, like this, like this I'm feeling like Wish somebody would've told me Just so I could run and tell the old me