Are you really in love with her
(No)
Or are you just coping?
Does this commitment feel natural
Or are you just forcing?
(Yeah)
Well, I smell your hesitation
When we're leaving the embrace
Oh, quiet creature
Let's see your honest face
A face that is true
As hell is really
Only ever found inside of you
The words that are leaving our mouths
They lack in truth
Now, when she sings
I don't listen
See, I'm scared
I don't really like this
Keep me away
Keep me away
Stop!
Something is happening now
Look around
It could be as simple as
Lying down; not making a sound
(Oh)
When she rings
I won't listen
I'm not picking up
I'm opening up
Please, make me stay
Please, let me stay
"Hey what's up?
Do you still give a fuck?
I think it's funny when you call me up and tease my thoughts
Like, 'Are you hurting?' or 'Do I want you to be?'
'Are you in love?' 'Can I please have that again?'
'Do I deserve it?' 'Am I crazy or are we still coping?'"
It's been seven fucking months and
You're still in my head
I think you are an abscess that I cut, but
You're still at my bathroom sick
I can't throw you in the trash
I am just way too fucking weak
