Real

Late night Another Friday would've been our date night I've been thinking how you used to hate life But you moved on and found your purpose in spite Of being held down by me My heartbeat is racing My hands won't stop shaking I'm lost now I'm pacing My pulse is escaping Help me feel What it's like to be real What it's like to be normal Because all I know is how to, how to feel What it's like as an outcast To be pushed down be held back All because of how I feel so help me feel real I'll just drag you down With the weight of my atmosphere Because you and I both know You're better off without me here I can't take this beating my head gives my heart My thoughts won't stop eating They're tearing me apart My heartbeat is racing My hands won't stop shaking I'm lost now I'm pacing God let me stop feeling Help me feel What it's like to be real What it's like to be normal Because all I know is how to, how to feel What it's like as an outcast To be pushed down be held back All because of how I feel so help me feel real Spiraling down Out of control Why didn't you keep me around Why can't I ever feel whole I'll only say this once Next time I see your face I'll think back to us And how I've been replaced Help me feel What it's like to be real What it's like to be normal Because all I know is how to, how to feel What it's like as an outcast To be pushed down be held back All because of how I feel so help me feel real