Ruins

From my window late at night I see you like a ghost And I know its gonna be alright Everything that you told me I never spoke a word Whats the point of a secret? If it's already been heard And I'm going outta my mind Caught off guard I wasn't ready Now the time has come It's getting heavy You wait so long For it to happen in a flash The hand I'm dealt You know I don't have a chance And i'm losing my mind