Escape

I'm just trynna make it out Everyone around me has got it all figured out But times are really odd and i'm trynna even it out But i'm way too deep to be thinking of leaving now All i wanna do is leave All of this depression, oppression making me weak My only real connection is when i'm going to sleep But when i'm in this recession all my dreams are in my dreams And i been feeling pretty faded So much wrong in my life and i can't seem to evade it Even with my friends my emotions seem to be jaded And its funny how people are talking about me like i made it If i made it then tell me why i'm like this I gotta move on from it all and hit em with bliss I feel like i feel way too much imprisoned in this And my vision is thickened and i can't see through the mist And i'm just trynna be amazing All the hate around me doesn't ever seem to phase me When people hear my dreams they look at me like im crazy So why are they surprised when they see can't amaze me? And i know that this won't happen overnight But i guess I'm just hoping that everything gon' be alright 'Cause i been praying real hard for god to show me light And i been praying for the strength to fight through another night (waddup) I will try Yo escape from my darkest times And i will fly And ill make sure that i do it all alive And i been trynna find a way Everybody trynna get me to listen to what they say I hear the same thing they sound like they on replay I appreciate the help but in the end it's up to me Sometimes i'm lost for my words I been trynna find a spark, i can't seem to find the surge Nothing's feeling dandy like a lion with no courage And my soul is feelin' homeless gettin' murdered in the purge Feel like i'm stuck in a spell Twenty five to life inside my body i call a cell Prison in my mind, falling like im going to hell God i know you're out there, can't you hear me calling for help? damn I been feeling so weak You're the reason i haven't talked to nobody in weeks Diving down to my problems yea i been diving real deep My mind can never be solemn can't even get me to sleep damn And i'm just trynna be amazing All the hate around me doesn't ever seem to phase me Forget about the fame, man nothing ain't gonna change me I'm here to change the world that's why nothin can amaze me And i know that this won't happen overnight But i guess i'm just hoping that everything gon be alright 'Cause i've been prayin real hard for god to show me light And i been praying for the strength to fight through another night I will try To escape from my darkest times And i will fly And i'll make sure that i do it all alive Gotta get away Gotta get away I been trynna tell myself that everything gon' be okay But i'm falling so behind ain't nobody wanna stay yeah Ain't nobody wanna stay Gotta get away Gotta get away I been trynna tell myself that everything gon' be okay But i'm falling so behind ain't nobody wanna stay yeah Ain't nobody wanna stay I will try To escape from my darkest times And i will fly And i'll make sure that i do it all alive I will try To escape from my darkest times And i will fly And i'll make sure that i do it all alive