By Myself

Well I'm cracking one open with the boys by myself And everybody thinks that I need professional help But I don't wanna think about that anymore And just because I woke up on someone's floor And asked who the fuck am I I didn't know it felt good to cry Yeah, started from the bottom and I'm still at the bottom And I spent the night in jail turned out it wasn't the bottom And I lost so many friends who knew that I was the problem And my life is like a pill that's getting harder to swallow Every girl I never had Blame it on my mom and dad And I don't need no one Wish I had someone, anyone Well I'm cracking one open with the boys by myself And everybody says that I need professional help But I don't wanna think about that anymore And just because I woke up on someone's floor And asked where the hell am I I didn't know it felt good to cry Well I fell asleep in summer and woke up in October So I called up everybody but nobody came over And why does getting sober make you feel like a loner? And why does getting sober make you feel like a loner? Every girl I never had Blame it on my mom and dad And I don't need no one Wish I had someone, anyone Well I'm cracking one open with the boys by myself And everybody says that I need professional help But I don't wanna think about that anymore And just because I woke up on someone's floor And asked where the hell am I I didn't know it felt good to cry Well I'm cracking one open with the boys by myself And everybody says that I need professional help But I don't wanna think about that anymore And just because I woke up on someone's floor And asked where the hell am I I didn't know it felt good to cry