A Reason Like Mine

If I don't wake up it wouldn't bother me The look in my eyes would be a sight to see Falling in love, and fallin' apart Some call it pain, I call it art I call it life Lock it inside me every night And that's why If I don't wake up it wouldn't bother me Isn't that clear to see? The moon, at night The look inside her eyes I'll try, to fix, everything we missed Can you, explain, why I am in pain That I, can fix, if I flip a switch At night, asleep I don't know how to At night, asleep I don't know how to At night, asleep I don't know how to I don't know how to dream Don't know how to yell Don't know how to tell ya I'm livin' in hell Don't know how to be Hardly even breathe Silently I see My life in front of me Mix my drinks Cut my pills I can't speak Can't ya tell? And that's why If I don't wake up it wouldn't bother me Isn't that clear to see?